The Unpublicized Question
Why?
It’s that one question that’s perfect to ask when in any situation
Why are you leaving?
Why are you here?
Why are we separating?
are just perfect examples of how they’re used
It’s like a “last resort question”
But I find myself using it every day.
Why am I here?
Why do I feel this way?
Why do I feel alone?
Why was I put on the earth?
These questions just bang around my head as if they can be easily answered by some¬one if I would just open my mouth and ask.
But what am I afraid of?
The bitter truth or a petty lie?
if i could just find out why… Life would be simple
maybe I’m telling myself I want an answer but I actually I don’t.
Why?
Why do I think so low of myself?
Is it because of a bad
experience?
Is it because i don’t feel
loved?
Is it because i don’t show my true self?
Is it because I’m fat?
What if the answer is right in front of me and I’m just too blind to see it?
Why?
Maybe if I can just look upon the set in stone question and break it down I may just find the answer
Can i find my answer in this writing I don’t know.
As days go by I keep asking myself.
Why?